I think the quote below is so powerfully right. What truth is there behind the belief that one has led a good life when circumstances have presented little challenge to that path?

Am I not to blame then for the things that have tempted me away from being 'good'?

I do wish that was right right now. Then I could sink back to sleep and let the world happen to me and know there is nothing I can do to change it's path or mine.

Is there anything I can do? Is my deliberation of my yet unmade decisions pointless. Tomorrow they will be made. And tomorrow, looking back on today, my endless procrastinating and uncertainty would seem a waste of time because the outcome of the decision existed all along.