oli

Now Oli has started to crawl, he has discovered he can get to things that he wants. He gets extremely cross when he realises he is not allowed to have them! And I laugh a bit because his upsettedness is so over-the-top when all he can't do is grab the guitar or something. And then I thought - perhaps it really is worth all that misery - ever since he was born he has believed that he is the master of everything - he secretly controls everything - he can make milk appear and make someone pick him up - but now something is going very wrong. I gave the instruction to the guitar to stay where it was so i could pull it over - but low - it moved before i got there.

What a terrible blow - a terrible thing to learn i cannot always have what i want and other people have wills that are different to mine.

I will try to be more sympathetic.

I am still grieving about the same thing.